Say Cheese

The time has finally come...for pictures! Yes, pictures. All of you who have been waiting, and anticipating can wait no longer. I giveth to you...pictures of my wreck.










Lets see...an explaination is in order. First picture is me. The survivor, standing next to my car. Second is a front view of the car, close up on the windshield. Third picture is of the broken window which I climbed out of to escape the wreck. Out of the 3 back windows, its the only one that broke. And the last picture is of the driver side door, where i was sitting during the wreck. Enjoy the pictures. If you want more, head on over to my myspace page. You'll need an account, but here is the link. www.myspace.com/bigmacrazy

A turn for the worst

Just another morning...just another day. Then it happened.

To make a long story short, and I hate to leave you hangin with lack of details like this, but this morning, around 6am mountain time, I rolled my bronco. No worries, however, I am perfectly alright. Gonna take a lot more than a few cuts and a bump or something to take me out. Car is totaled however, but oh well. Could have been worse. I have survived to live another day, and with a nice little memory to keep with me forever. A story to tell for ages to come.

No worries...I'm O.K ^.^

Round 2

Long time no post...yeah I know, been busy. I'm sure you all want to hear about it, right? Meh, fine. Only because I am bored.

Honestly, throughout most of my life, I never actually HAD to deal with a financial situation as close to being in debt as I was recently. Not gonna lie, I was a little scured. That's right, I said scured not scared. What are you gonna do about it? Nonetheless, I was able to slowly, but surely, recover from the threat that was me going broke. I am slowly recuperating and beginning to create a safe balance yet again. *very sarcastic* Hurrah for me.

Its not that I'm disappointed that I saved my life financially, in fact I'm pretty happy about that. One less thing to worry about. Its just that yesterday I finally got the courage to ask my mystery girl out yet again. I know its been awhile since my last attempt, but hey...a maybe like that took a lot out of my self esteem. Either way, from what you can tell, I'm sure, I was rejected, but not because she doesn't want to go out with me, but more because my timing was bad yet again. I mean, what the fuck are the odds that Friday, the day I ask her out for, was her brothers birthday. I mean, fricken a. Oh well, didn't actually use the word date this time, more of "would you like to go to *insert random function here* with me on Friday", to which she replied that it was her brothers birthday. *sigh* Oh well. Something did happen this week that I would like to share in light of me asking her out.

A couple days before asking my mystery girl out again, I had what some might call an epiphany. When asking myself why I wasn't asking her out, I came across a quote that put it all into perspective for me. "Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game". Wow...I was letting the fear of rejection prevent me from asking her out constantly until she said yes....or get away from me. Subconsciously of course, because my heart wanted me to ask her out...so yeah. Either way though, I should have seen this coming. I had the same basic problem with football awhile back as well. I always let the fear of the next day watching film and watching myself mess up and getting yelled at prevent me from playing the game to my fullest. After realizing that I went out the next game and literally took a guy in each arm and drove them back like 15 yards or so. Basically dominating that entire team up and down the field. Had at least 20 or so pancake blocks. Was a great game. Hopefully upon this realization with my mystery girl, I will be able to give round 3 a shot and get a yes.

You know what they say...third time's the charm.

The time has come

Greetings all! I know, its been awhile...alas, that is why I am here. Posting yet another blog. Dilvulging yet another part of my life so numerous random eyes might view it and ponder its very meaning. Ok, enough big fancy words, that are probably used incorrectly. Time for the fun.

First of all...


Is that not the coolest knife set you ever saw? I'm thinkin about getting it in a month or so. Mainly because we need knives at our apartment, and this looks awesome. Also..



Isnt that the coolest clock ever? Going to order that off Ebay on Friday when i get paid. Definetely a must for gamers everywhere. The alarm ring is the super mario song. Jealous? I understand, I am too.

Well I'm off. Gotta go check on my food, and make sure i'm not burning our apartment down. Wouldnt look good on my rental history. G'night all ^.^

A new beginning

Happy New years! I know its a little late, but I havent really gotten around to posting a new blog in awhile. However, I'm sure the real question you are asking yourself is why the hell am I up this early in the morning writing this blog? Well, long story but pretty much I woke up thinking it was 5:50 and I was beating my alarm clock, but it was actually 4:50am...go figure. Either way, now I'm up and here comes a blog.

I'm sure you all have noticed by now, but I reactivated my FF account. Had to do it before they wiped Chirap again, because quite frankly, I dont think I could handle remaking him again. It feels good to be back though. Did some missions, working on some quests, Kiska is killing me again, the usual thing. Like I said, tis good to be back.

Back to RL for a moment. What a way to start the new year...my mystery girl went out of town for about a week and a half. In fact that is why I'm getting up this early anyways. I get to run the Kids Clinic for her at work. Kids Clinic is basically where kids come in and build these little projects for free. She trusted me to run it for her while she was gone. /cheer. Oh well, Since I'm doing it I had to open, and for some god awful reason we open at 7am on Saturdays. Who in their right mind would go to Home Depot at 7am on a saturday? *sigh*

Sorry this blog is a little short compared to some of my others. Like I said, its 6am now, and I've been up for over an hour now. Brain is still a little shut down. Peace out.

As the clouds roll in...

Failure. Another step back on a perfect plan. Ugh. All these thoughts coursed through my head on what was supposed to be a great night. Ok, so maybe I over exaggerate just a little bit, and because of that maybe I cant spell either...but still. Enough metaphors though...lets dig in, shall we?

Karaoke night. Should be fun, right? All the plans are set. Four of my friends are coming, myself, and hopefully my mystery girl will be there as well. Sorry for the use of codenames, by the way. Well, when I called up the mystery girl in order to give her directions, she bailed. I know what your thinking, but she isnt mean. Shit just happens...to me, but oh well. Either way, she went to the movies with her family and they took one car, and she didnt want me driving to boise to get her, then do mountain home to drop her off later that night, then back to meridian from mountain home. Total driving time of a little over 2 hours. A little heartbroken, I went on with the party. T'was fun to reminisce with old friends, but still would have been better to have her there. Oh well. What can you do?

She still hasnt turned me down, and because of that I will still try to ask her out. Eventually I will get an answer, whether it be the one I want or not. Until then, we'll just keep on playing our little game of cat and mouse.

Meow

Another piece to the puzzle

First of all I would like to thank Fataru and Roddra. I appreciate the advice you guys both gave me from my last blog. Well, Roddra actually told me over the phone...but oh well. Same damn thing. Either way...thanks ^.^ I figure with this blog tonight, I can add a little piece to the puzzle, so to say. A little more to this mystery lady, and the progress that I have made. But first, some boring news of my life.

Christmas Eve...a time when my family opens up gifts, and for my brother in law it was about to be the greatest gift of all time. A PS3. True, I was a little jealous, especially when I was the one doing most of the camping out for it, while my sister and mother just dropped in at stores. We found one after about a week or so. The package was secure, so to speak. Well naturally, a plan can never work as well as you'd hope. Shortly before Christmas Eve, my little bro let slip a tidbit about a ps3 as a gift for someone, within the vicinity of my brother in law. BIG MISTAKE. He then decided that it must be for him, and began to brag to his friends. Thats when I come in.

The plan was simple. I was to get the ps3 instead of him, and he was to get a couple of my gifts, just to fuck with his mind really. Soon after he would get a note in a box saying that the ps3 is actually his, and to give me my stuff back. The plan couldnt have worked more flawlessly. In fact, I was told that I should have recieved an emmy or something for my award winning performance. Fooled everyone, even my parents almost, and they knew about it. Watching the footage afterwords, I was glad to see that just winging it worked out well for me yet again. The day was saved, and I was glad to do it.

Well, one story is enough for tonight, dont you think? Oh...you wanted to hear the mystery girl update? Damn, was hopin you forgot about that part. Fine...fine...here is goes. I had asked her out for that saturday, only to recieve a maybe as a response. I say this because this is truely where the story continues. The next day at work, I play it cool. Maybe she thinks I did just mean as friends. However, now that I had thrown in out in the open, I was reluctant to give up the pursuit. I found out that she actually was busy the night I asked her out, with family stuff. What my luck, eh? However, one thing led to another and somehow we were on the discussion of the infamous PS2 game known as karaoke revolution. Now being the egotistical bastard I am, I was bragging a little bit about my skill.

This week, prior to me even talking to her about karaoke, my room mate and I had planned a house warming/welcome back to town/karaoke party at our new apartment. With a lot of our friends back from Japan and China and wherever else they were, it was a great opportunity to get together and reminisce about our current adventures.

Once again, we can only hope that things work out, cuz quite frankly...being single sucks. Good night everyone! And Merry Christmas! ^.^